yup its 1130 pm now and i think i'm going to sleep soon! :D

anyway i reached home late cause i had piano lessons from 4pm to around 615 pm o.O
and its all about aural. *dies* and yes i keep telling my exams are coming D: and i'm not prepared rarrr.



anyway today wasn't a nice day till the end i guess


breakfast with kaikai alicia annia ashley anna chris siyun!

and omg kaikai and ash thanks for the CUTEEE spongebob bookmarks! yeah, they're like SO me! xD

anw we were late, so we ate in school canteen -.-||
ash and siyun went to 85 to get their food though LOL!


i miss talking to you girls la, esp anna and alicia since i don't see you all that often haha. like as in don't have chance to eat lunch. sorry can't go for lunch with you all on wednesday D:




yes i had been reading geog throughout, and i'm glad i did, cause i thought the test was rather okay, given that nothing went into my mind yesterday night and i had to restudy everything in the morning D:

rarr i studied geog during english and recess HOHO. first time in so many months i actually had the motivation to study. anyway, remaining calm during tests are the best things you can do! :D



got back chem paper btw, mstay is fasttt. i'll shrug again, even though i studied for the test i had a major blankout yesterday ):

resulted in tadaaaa, another chem failure D:
i love chem okay, i'll work eveenn harderrrrrr!


emaths, another failed subject -.- walaooooo but anyway i know i keep falling asleep during studying these days due to extreme fatigue, so yup, i understand why i'm having bad results. trigo should be something i'm better at since they involve pictures and figures, haha.



geog was soso i guess, chinese was crappily boring. SS was a bore too, and we got back our papers.

sucks shit again, almost everybody got L4/6 for q1 though :D and i'm still happy -.-|||
some questions phrased wrongly i guess, i was never good at SS...




recess with annia siyun terie yuenlam! :D




and bio; i'm not sure if i should say i'm disappointed;
since i knew about the test at like 8-9pm when i haven't finished studying for chinese and chem,
i decided not to study for bio.

actually i wanted to study bio from 1-3 am, but i was super tired again, i fell asleep.
AGAIN. stop falling asleep emma! stop sleeping! stop sleeping at the wrong times! D:


so yes, i failed. with a straight F9. with the comment "see me ):". ms poh looked super angry, she looked away when i went up to collect my paper. she looked pissed and disappointed. ofcourse, who wouldn't be. i remember having rather good marks for my first paper. not bad for my second. mid years wasn't that well done, but at least it was okay.

but this paper? but i know well i can definitely do better. well, DUH.

and so i broke down. terribly. again.

the last time i broke down was the day i took the bio test, and now i sit at the same place, crying over spilt milk, crying like it was the end of the world or something. even though i knew it was obviously because i couldn't study. not that i din't want to study. i couldn't. i was far too tired, too stressed, too nervous.

thanks germaine and leongying loves. they passed a very sweet note to me while i was crying, a note telling me not to give up and that well, i knew i didn't study, not because i didn't want to, anyway. thanks for saying you'll be behind me, and from the bottom of my heart, i love you guys to bits and pieces, for being so sweet and supportive haha :D and germaine i'll still remember how you cheered me up the other time too, germ-ai-ne (: and leongying, thanks for asking about how i was and yup hope you're not sad or anything about the chinese marks, and anyway they weren't that bad!

leona for asking for tissue and yingzhi felicia for the comforting words. and terie, hahaha its unglam to cry in class aye xD i think i've been unglam for twice or thrice already haha.


and HOHO guess what i found when i came back!

somebody fixed my hole puncher while i was away for bio! yup obviously somebody from physics class. left a note too lol! [leona i don't think its you right o.O] okay anyway, person who fixed my holepuncher, thankyou! :D

although it still broke when i tried to holepunch something x]]



and it was home with felicia on bus 17 :D
my favourite seaweed is still tomyam tomato though xD

and yup redtea with pearls are the love! ^^




and yes, piano from 4 to 615.

piano lesson on saturday again,
and piano lesson on thursday morning before my exam!




yup i'm off to sleep now, i'm sorta tired now
12:15!



and ohmygod seriously stop being so irritating. =.= i know how to use my time already, i've already learnt my lesson from this term. and i'm not so stupid as to not practise my aural and pieces. as a matter of fact i've practised my pieces for 2 hours today and you say i'm not spending time when my exam is a week away. please, 2 hours is not practise? and its just lunch after school since i have no choir unlike other people, is that like damn unreasonable, no its not. its not like i'm going out for a long time or anything. like going home straight afterschool on such a rare friday without cca sucks shit. whatever laa, i'm going for lunch tomorrow anyway, and i'll KNOW how to use my time properly. like i said, i've learnt my lesson.

i'll get my higghhh marks for the bio CT next week and prove mspoh wrong :D
i'm a person who actually cares, its just that i was suffering from mental breakdown the other time



k i'm really tired

nightslove;
EMMA